Do I never have anything happy to write about? I suppose I only feel like typing up a storm when down in the dumps. Who knows, honestly. I have no live journal to be emo in, thus DA must suffer my rants.

A great deal has happened to me lately, although to no great heights. I've simply been approached by many changes, and most of which I've turned away ever so casually. I am starting to realize a lot of things, most of it I was not prepared for. What I think is right is in actuality not at all. It's a rather hard revelation to make, especially when it comes straight from left field. Continuously I wonder if I was meant for this plane of existance, or if I was placed here entirely by accident. Of course deep down I hope for some cheesy movie plot. That I am really some royalty in this foreign land and that I will be approached to be taken back. Idiotic sure, but this current world doesn't suit me. Humanity's view on each other and the masses at large are so skewed it makes ones mind hurt. For centuries it's always been a large scale battle over something or another. Race, sexual preference, religion, whose balls are bigger, and so forth. Now we've come to a point where we believe the world will end in 2012, which I can't say I buy.

Even if it were true, what good would it do to worry on it? If it's the definitive end, we can't stop it. There is no changing the course of the future, right? Whether by some freak of nature wiping out the entire planet or our own pride pushing the big button to release the nukes, it will happen. I can't say I am saddened by the end of the world. I sit back and look what we've done to it and think it's about time, really. We pollute on mass scales, kill on levels that are staggering. Sure we talk about cleaner resources and the like, but I doubt I'll see any real improvements in my lifetime. While the Congressman sits back and works on a plan to keep homosexuals from getting married, the world at large tears itself apart bit by bit. The true issues of life are never focused on, just the trivial bullshit that supposedly sedates someones ignorance.

I suppose I can see why mother nature would finally get tired of our shit. We're such a useless race it's almost a wonder why we were created at all. We toss waste in her waters, containers on her ground, build mass foundations and stick endless pipes through her soil, exhaust horrid fumes into her skies, and yet we're focused on keeping the gays from getting married. That's the hot topic these days, nothing else. When the proverbial reset button is hit I hope someone mutters in their last breath 'boy, we were real fuckwads this whole time'. Because I can tell you now a homosexual marriage is not going to be the cause for our ultimate destruction. And I don't give a shit if your magical God book tries to say that it is, shove it please.

That is the other mass mistake of humanity, religion. Sure I could get into a lengthy rant about that too. However I doubt I'll say anything that hasn't been said nor argued before.

We are only human, which is a saying I've heard and used often. People should likely examine that phrase a bit more closely and understand it's real objective. We're only human, insignificant flesh bags taking up space. We eat, fuck, sleep, and work our lives away. We are mesmerized by technilogical wonders and advertisements. It's as easy to put our attention elsewhere as just showing a youtube video surrounding stupid cat tricks. We're dumbed down mammals. At least feral animals have the sense to give up a fight if they know they're outmatched. But humans have the tendancy of pushing the line until it's not only crossed, but obliterated in the process. This meaning nuclear warheads. They're out there, and one day someone will release them. I can't figure out how we speak constantly how much damage it would cause, if not end us as a whole. Who really WINS in that kind of battle? One side pushes the button, then the other, and then the rest follow suit. What's left but a shattered mess of rock fragment and cockroaches? What did anyone gain from this when there is no one left to swell with pride, or sorrow as the case may be. How hard is it to figure out, really? Yet these weapons are not done away with, they are not destroyed. Bush ranted a lot about finding these 'weapons of mass destruction' (which they never did, obviously). But if he had found them, what do you think they would have done? They wouldn't have removed them from this earth, nor saw an end to them. Why waste a good explosive device that could eradicate entire countries? No, we're gonna keep those fuckers 'just in case'. So what's to say we're any better than the ones we confiscated it from?

THINK HUMANS, THINK!

Use your evolved brains and actually analyze the shit you are seeing, the shit you are saying. If we're meant to have a purpose here, we will never find it for as long as we entertain ourselves with bullshit. The Ipods and the internet and the television, they're all distractions. Am I guilty of the same? Sure I am, and so are millions of other people around the globe. However instead of honing these devices for our benefit, we lose track and forget others around us. We won't talk to others on the street, most of us wouldn't dream of it. We may be more connected now than ever, and yet we are also more disconnected now than ever. Rather than coming together and fighting for a better world other than some politicians objective, we're heading into Walmart on black friday and trampling people for laptops. What happened to us that we've degraded ourselves to a herd of cattle? Buy buy buy, that's what our consumer world has done to us. Forget that your constitution is being ripped to shreads before your very eyes, let's go get the latest video game. The younger generation will be the one who suffers the most. The decline in education and jobs is frightening, and most don't seem to care. We've made it okay to raise a bunch of thoughtless, criminal, pussified idiots. It's now OKAY! Because we've become a society that believes spanking your bratty children is somehow abuse. ABUSE! So we let them run wild and free for fear that the goddamn child protective services will come a knockin' at any moment. Children are not glass tables. They can withstand a good whap to the rear and come out unscathed. Hell my grandmother used switches, and I say it's the best form of punishment. Don't let these hoodlums to be skate by without punishment. It's why our crime and drug rate has grown, and it's why we're seeing more drop outs and teenage pregnancies. Teach those little fucks a lesson at an early age and stop trying to OVER protect them.

THINK HUMANS, THIIIIIINK!!

Oh and let's not forget the sueaholics. Yeah you know the kind. They'll sue for a papercut if they think they can get away with it. We've become a sue happy nation. It's why there are warning labels posted everywhere, on everything, every place. Now how stupid do you think we've gotten if we have to have signs to babysit our every move? Caution, coffee may be HOT. Bag of peanuts; warning, may contain NUTS! Don't smoke while pumping gasoline. You know, that highly flammable shit. Caution, wet floor. Caution, low step. Next thing you know they're gonna start making people wear helmets and knee pads everywhere we go because hell, if the signs aren't working we gotta do something! I say take off all the labels, rip down the signs, and bring natural selection back. Killing some of us off is not as bad as people think it is. As it stands there are too many of us! Thousands of kids sitting in foster homes and orphanages because their prick parents were too young to take care of them. Or their prick parents keep them and then leech themselves off of the welfare system. And when I say prick parents, I mean the type that use absolutely zero protection nor resolve when they decided to have their less than satisfactory sex. BAM, itsa baby! This is also why I support abortion. God may say it's wrong. But God also doesn't have to endure nine months of labor, bills, and then 18 years of bullshit there after now does he? Hell that bastard got off lucky. Somehow impregnated a virgin chick and then took off from the scene. Bastard didn't have to do shit. All powerful my ass, couldn't even raise his own kid!

Humanity has also become obsessed with the idea of immortality and vanity. Air brushed bitches posed in a slutty manner on magazines, and a new health fad broadcasted on national TV. One day milk is good for you, the next day not so much. Then eating red meat is bad, but they changed that to eating it a little is okay but stay the fuck away from eggs! Are we bloody incompetent or something? The TV is not telling me what to eat. I will fucking gobble down any damn thing I feel like. If it happens to kill me? Bloody well sucks but at least I'll die happy. No soy burgers or white water which they call low fat milk. When I go to the grocery store, I do not read how many calories are in a box of cereal, nor do I count the carbs. I don't give a shit! If it tastes good, I am gonna eat it. No news anchor nor fruity fitness buff is going to convince me otherwise. There are people in some countries so poor they can only eat rice. RICE! But us Americans are such picky shitheads over something like sodium content or trans fat. We should be happy we have so many good things to eat. Things that aren't contaminated, and full of variety. If you're allergic that's one thing. But my God...live a little. Stop trying to live until you are 100 because I can say you won't be going a helluvalot at that age. I say sixity is a good age to go. You came, you saw, you died, the end.

Beauty? That's also a load of shit. People go to doctors to stick needles and plastic and silicon into our bodies to obtain "perfection". We need bigger breasts and larger penises and fuller lips and bubble butts. It's come to a truly ridiculous level. Reduce wrinkles, reduce fat, increase stamina, decrease cellulite. It sounds like we're trying to bake a fucking cake, not become beautiful. Add this ingredient but take out this one. We've become so obsessed with perfection that we're actually accustomed to failing at such an achievement. It is vanity that I find the most repulsive. It's just another part of an already dumbed down society. Stop trying to hack yourself apart in order to be as good looking as these celebrities. And anyone with half a mind will tell you that without the photoshop effects and twenty pounds of make up, they are just as average as anyone else. Thus all this hacking and slashing you do to your body is pretty much a waste. You are nothing more than another carbon copy amongst many at that point. And a little note to the anorexia population. Give up the skeleton look and eat something. How you think you're good looking with your rib cage hanging out and your eyesockets collapsing inwards is beyond me. You're crazy, and I think all of the programs situated around you should be cancelled and tossed out the window. End note.

Welfare, I think I mentioned this before. The program, as a whole, has it's benefits. There are people out there who truly need this service, who deserve it. The disabled, those /responsible/ adults with children, the homeless, and so forth. But then there are the HUGE percentage who do not fall on this list. People that make me twitch everytime I see them. You wonder why our economy is falling into such a shithole? It's because the government, and the tax payers, are dishing out loads of money to feed lazy, drug using assholes. The EBT system, as it is called, it's so flawed and fucking messed up it's insane. There are some that have food stamp sides, and cash sides. They can pull out the cash to buy other items such as cigarette's, alcohol, acrylic nails, and other useless shit they do not need. I've seen people drive up in nice cars, real nice cars. They're wearing a hundred dollar purse and bling bling and all that other shit. Next thing you know they whip out an EBT card like they're a goddamn movie star, self important pricks for example. Tell me why my tax dollars are paying for this shitheads free ride? They aren't straggling if they can afford all of that shit.

More so they can also buy things like lobster and more expensive stuff using the cash side. Tell me how this is even remotely fair? Hell I had one guy admit to me that he used his unemployment money to buy a playstation three. Me, and many other tax payers, gave this fucker a practically free gaming station. I can't even afford one and I work full time. Something seems a wee bit fucked up here. There are people who stroll in, known drug users, that whip out EBT's. So while they're sitting at home stuffing their face and smoking a blunt, I am working my ass off to provide that to them. No no, not kosher. It's time for a little change in this department. It's as if any Tom Fuckerstien can walk in, make some bullshit woe is me story, and you get a free ticket. They might as well set up a stand on a street corner and just hand them out in that case. My thoughts? Make it harder, a lot harder. For one thing, impliment drug tests. That's right, drug tests. And not just one, but several for as long as they have the card. I bet that'll either make those shitheads clean up their act, or go out and get a fucking job like they're supposed to. Pregnant teens shouldn't even have the option of getting welfare. If they have no manner to pay for the little placenta loaf, then maybe they'll be more careful about their practices.

See that is the big thing with us humans. If we find a way to sneak our way into the system and get off easy, we'll do it. It's so easy to get welfare these days you really don't even have to try. A good example was a big rap star managed to land a foodstamp card. A million dollar rap star for crying out loud. Sure when he got found out he was knee deep in some shit. But it's still utterly amazing that he did it anyway. But if you take away that safety net for these low life people who never think before they act, shit changes real quick. Let's pretend for a second welfare and a lot of these other programs didn't exist, just for fun.

Wanna have sex? Well if I get pregnant, no one will take care of me. I don't have a job, nor a place of my own, and you kinda look like a douchebag. No, I think I'll pass.

Hey dude let's get high. Well I don't have a job, can't really afford this stuff, and no alternative method to get the money. I think I'll pass.

Sure they may not be awesome examples at two in the morning. But the point is the same. No crutch, people learn how to walk on their own. Am I saying completely nix these programs? No. But make it harder for some of these people to actually get them. Irresponsability should NEVER be rewarded at any point in time. It's like if your kid pushed another into the ground and broke it's arm, and you turning around giving them ice cream for it. Those who need these things are pushed aside in light of those who don't. The system is completely flawed and needs an overhaul before we dig ourselves into a deeper financial hole. I am sick of my taxes constantly raised, or new taxes added onto stuff I need, so I can pay for someone else's bullshit. But will they take a look at their bullshit welfare system? No because remember, gays are still trying to get married! Avoid that at all costs, my sheep!

My opinions are my own. I can't definitively say if I am right or I am wrong. I can only hope I am on the right track, like most people in life wish for. The point of this entire wall of text? Nothing perhaps. Just another confused mind suffocating in the center of a corrupt and wrongly distracted society. If the world is going to end, I can only hope the next generation of beings that appear will have it more together than we did. Or maybe history is simply set to repeat itself. Ten billion years from now another me may be sitting here typing all of this up again for all I know. But there is one thing that is still free, that they haven't quite taken away from us yet altough they try. So rather than give in and allow our brains to turn to mush, I challange all of you who read this to do just ONE thing.

Think.